"Sagittarius
Thursday, November 21, 2002
No matter how well you have managed to hide your feelings behind a wall of feigned indifference, you won't be able to hide them much longer -- and nor should you want to. Once the sun moves into your birth sign tomorrow, you will be much more outgoing, much more like your own self and much more likely to tell others what you really think of them."

Today I was asked, "Are you still alive?" I faked it and said, "I sure am." I never fake it. Somehow I feel I'm allowed to fake it today, because tomorrow the truth must come out. Yes, even if it hurts. I've been waiting for tomorrow for at least a month, but this month has been an eternity.
Tomorrow is Nov. 22 — the first day of the rest of my life. It's completely cliche, but completely honest.
In the words on an infamous Italian, tomorrow "I must find another way."